Baka a.k.a Paboya updates: 20/2/06
Good Men.
Where in the world can i find them? You know i should really be studying for my exams now but instead i'm slacking off and watching dramas and oogling at gorgeous, good, non-existent men from movies, dramas etc. Why can't there be someone who's like them but only exist in our reality? Ah, i get it, the reason why so many prince charmings exist in stories is because there isn't one any in the world and by creating these fictional characters it gives us women a chance to believe that maybe our prince charming is somewhere out there in the world, waiting fo us. And men, while they watch, it reminds them of how gentlemen they could be, and maybe just maybe realise their part in becoming these fictional characters.
For example, i watched Bridget Jones's Diary yesterday with Jasmine and we were totally lusting over the character Mark Darcy, whom colin firth so happens to play. I have no idea how he is in real life but i'm already infatuated with him, even if he's old, not that handsome. However he does have an alluring accent and charming presence.
Then, later that night i skimmed through the movie "Love Actually" and again, i gushed all over Rodrigo Santoro, nose bleeding everytime he appears in scenes. It makes me wonder are handsome, gorgeous guys all i'm ever interested in? What happens to all those who're average looking, but down to earth, wonderful, kind guys? Like someone once said,
Never judge a Book by its Cover
hmm i wonder, because up till now, i have mostly been judging people by their looks, and rarely their personality, their character, as i have not been given the chance to get to know them better. I trust my instincts though...
Apart from all the prince charming talks and idolicity, (if tt's a word), i'm going back to studies, like my mom and all the clever people say,
You Reap what you Sow
and i don't want to reap a bunch of Zeros in my exams! Idolizing and fantasies can come later. Don't give me a man now, give me a book!
p.s: My man who's out there, you know who u are, i'll see you soon.
with gushes of love and invisible little hearts flying towards you,
A.
Vuitton pen, 2/20/2006 03:37:00 PM.